SUMMER!!!!!

yes it's summer and

I love

 it! ohhhh yeahhh

......but

one thing...

* I need a boyfriend!!! or a summer fling!!!I need to find someone special that is fun and makes me laugh also likes to have a good time and would want to go to the beach with me all the time and is so much MORE ...ect..

SUMMMMMERRRRRRRRRRRRRRrR............

wow I am pumped that its summer!!!!!

I love you all

*Mere

SOOOooO....

First weekend without it....

it was awesome because I had alot of fun and It seemed like I was more happY without it....

       ....so I did random but fun thingS this weekend.....(I love random thingS lol)

AHHHH....sooo...

SUMMMERRrRrR

YESSSSS!!!! * SO EXCITED...

*But yeah.. I have been also thinking about other thingSssS....I just hope it works out the way I want it too....

~anywho..okay ~so the beach SATURDAY!!! come to grand haven and lay out with me.... it will be fun its suposed to be 85outside come!!!

*it is also max's b-day sat.!!! happy birthday maxY poo!! *BEST BUDDIES*

 this entry is really random HAHA I just realized lol oh well...

soOo SUNDAY was the PISTONS game and we watched it and after that this is what we did.....

hehe ...........................................

yeahhhh....GOOOO PISTONSS

dancing with nanooon....yaahhhh

break it down nanoon!! haha

after the dance partAY we disided to drive around and what not...

^^look at that tree^^^

ROCK ONN...

I am happYy to say I found this tree...last year.. finally took A picture of it ....isn't it awesome!!! i love it!!! its perfect..

me and Rachel... on the tractor....

TRACTOR!!!

PROSPECT STREET!!!! omg yes

SOo..we stop by a "aids" thing/found razer... down town very interesting but still fun ....where ~Broken Sunday~ was playing.... look at the singer and the drumer wow!!

blahhh.....

thats me and mals friend.....lol awww :-*(      ^^this is a random picture ..I do have to say...lol ^^

*~ oh but I will leave you will this picture...one of my favs....it looks better in black and white though...

enjoy...

I am not trying to be like some people and tell my life stories or whatever they do, I just want to get this out.....

.....I was thinking tonight.....all night! also when I went for a walk to today and church...that I need to make some changes.....

~*and this is NOT  for anyone BUT Me soOo if people are thinking I am "changing" for a person your wrong!!! its for me!!! NO ONE ELSE!!!

well...what I was think is...

I make stupid decisions, I say stupid things I shouldn't say...that is what it all comes down to....when I am under the (influence).....

I disided I am DONE!!! for awhile not the whole summer, just so I can clear my head and figure out things...

I need to figure out why I ruin everything  when I d````....why I make stupid choices and say things I regret the next day.....

it happened along time ago i SAid or did something dumb or something I regreted and it happened again!!!! I realize that needs to STOP!!!

*yeah I am still going to be crazy~ fun MURRrrrR lol .....just without "something" that isn't really needed .....I can be fun, hyper, crazy Meredith without it and people know that lol.... and that is what I disided....I am sorry if i am "disappointing" anyone with quiting its not like I am stopping forever....just for away! and if people do get mad at this....then I quess thats just how it works out.........

I guess I will post fun and old pictures .....

freshman football gaME

stophmore year

 at jax's just being are weird selfs

WEIRDOS!!!lol

* I love you all *

I WANT

          SUMMERRrR......

COME ON...

I want to be able to lay out all day....hang out with friends..bonefires...party on the beach and MORE!!!!

 << that was last summer .i miss it...I hope this summer is even better....

~ Feels like today ~

I woke up this morning
With this feeling inside me that I can't explain
Like a weight that I've carried
Been carried away, away
But I know something is coming
I don't know what it is
But I know it's amazing, you save me
My time is coming
And I'll find my way out of this longest drought

It feels like today I know it feels like today I'm sure
Its the one thing that's missin'
The one thing your're wishin'
The last sacred blessin'
It feels like today
Feels like today

You treat life like a picture
But its not a moment frozen in time
It's not gonna wait
Til you make up your mind, at all

So while this storm is breaking
While there's light at the end of the tunnel
Keep running towards it
Releasing the pressure, that's my heartache
Soon this dam will break

And it feels like today
I know, it feels like today, I'm sure
Its the one thing that's missin'
The one thing you're wishin'
The last sacred blessin'
It feels like today
Feels like today

Last 

   weekend

       was

               PrOm.... 

Prom was fun!! I liked it and all but the Dj sucked!!  he wouldnt play the songs that I requested!!all requested saturday my butt lol... whatever....it was still a blast...

& the after parties were pretty sweet as well!!!

*soon to be SUMMER!!! yesSs I am soo excited!

pictures from prom...more coming up....

NANOOOOON!!!! I LOVE HER!!

OOO..

:)

here are other pictures.....ugh!I dont understand why there little...dang it ..I guess that will have to do!..

<<<who is this guy ?     

<3 you all

Mere